no more

you are gone
faded away
dissapered, forever
one that i truly loved, lost
for reasons unknown you left
carrying with you a piece of me
i look at our past, our conversations and visits
we were stronger, closer
and now were nothing
no more than a memory, a past event
we are no more

old cars

i love old cars.
all the history in them.
their classy look.
thats what most cars today lack.
everything is cool about them.
anything from the 1900's to the 1960's i fall in love with.
well cant explain more so why dont you just look at these pics?


















oh and im also looking at some old cars for my second car. hopefully by the summer ill have it. and it will be a convertable. and it may make its way to the Beaulieu's. who knows.

life is an adventure

life is an adventure
you dont know where you start or where youll end up.
you just take a deep breath and take a step forwards.
you dont know who your gunna meet.
who knows what turns you take in life.
all you know is that your moving forwards.
some slower than others,
but only because they see something that chatches their eye.
in the end we all reach our destination.
it will be different for all of us.
which is what makes each and every one of us unique.

The Rise

I feel that my world is crumbling.
I dont have any control anymore.
Im being pushed aside, unwanted, forgotten.
I feel like a stranger amongst family and friends.

I try to help, but i get shunned away.
Im not violent so i dont fight back.

Im told not to take chances or risks.
But isnt that what life is about?
I take pride in not giving up.
I only admit defeat when i cant go any further.

You may be able to bring me down now.
But wait and see.
Ill soon be towering over you.
You wont be able to hurt me then.

You can bully me to worlds end.
Try and take me down.
But i know your techniques.
Your plans.

Now i laugh.
At your comments and jokes.
Because im ahead of you.
And your behind.

Your teasing and bullying is a big joke now.
I have grown stronger and smarter.
What you say goes over my head.
Say something worthwile to get my attention.


You arnt a bother to me anymore.
Whatever mean things you say wont hurt me.
The scars have healed.
Its a new day.
Your days of ruling are over.
Im taking back my world.

2012

well its 2012,

school starts with new lockers, tired kids and everyone dresed in new clothes.
school is halfway over, the exams are drawing closer. everyones getting older.

another year, another list of stuff to do.

maybe this year we can focus on helping out less fortunate people. give insted of take. lets lend a healping hand insted of turning a cold shoulder to those in need.


lets make 2012 worthwile.