Sunday, September 9, 2012

its all pretend

i pretend i act as though i never get hurt by anyone. People will ask if im ok when they know im not, but i put a smile on anyways and say that i am. i stuff the hurt and pain down inside. left there for a while until it explodes like a volcano. all of the pain in one big mess. i try to be strong through even the toughest of times, but im not always successful. im a human being just like everyone else. i get hurt just like everyone else, i just hurt more than the average person. i try surrounding myself with things that cheer me up, but it never last for long. one thing that would keep me happy, is sharing my life with someone. someone who i can comfortably do anything and go anywhere with.

sincerely
the lonely