I never talk much. I want to but I don't. I have closed up to others, to the outside world. Sure I talk to people with the use of a keyboard. But its not my voice. I am always afraid of saying something wrong and scaring the people that matter the most to me away. Actually that did happen. To someone I was once proud to call my sister. To another who I am still in love with even throughout everything that has happened between us. I've tried to talk to others but I find that no one really cares to listen.
I sit here alone remembering what i had at one point with hopes of restarting the fire that once was my life.
Sunday, January 19, 2014
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