thats my big problem
i dont know who i am
for 10 years now ive been wondering what my backround is like. where my family originated from, what religion they were, who my family was.
when i was younger i always talked about how i would find my birth parents and ask them thousands of questions when i was ten years old. my parents use to laugh and think it was cute that i actually had a list of questions for my birth parents.
then i turned ten and asked my mom if she could drive me to see my parents and she said that she couldnt because i was too young. then i was in eighth grade and facebook was the new way to talk to everyone. so as you can guess i made a facebook profile with my old name- Duncan rafiel... West. had i knew my entire middle name i would have put it up.
after a while my mom found out and i got into a lot of trouble for trying to connect with my birth parents. turns out it was illegal what i was trying to do. i guess, according to law, my birthparents arnt allowed to have any contact with me what so ever while im this young.
my mom told me about all the bad stuff my parents did and why i was where i am now. i got so mad at my birthparents that i burned my list and swore never to have anything to do with them ever again.
sophmore year we had to do a prodject on our heritage. everyone wrote down what they were, asian, native american ect. i handed my slip in saying- I Dont Know. boy was my teacher upset. she kept saying how i should know my heritage and how discraceful it was to my family that i didnt know. my reply was- Do you know why i was adopted?, No, so you shouldnt tell me why its discraceful to not know my hertitage.- i didnt know what i had said till i said it. the whole class held their breath. five minutes went by and the teacher finally said - well ok then, pick a heritage.
now again i dwell on the same question(s) ive had in my mind for years now.
where did i originate from?
who were my ancestors?
am i related to kanye west?
many more questions run around my head. nowadays i never stop thinking.
in a way its kinda exciting to guess aboout yourself. i remember in modern european class that some of my friends and i spent one class period talking about how cool it would be for me to be chinese, british, spanish ect.
some say that im asian just because i love their broad swords, i know how to write some words in chinese and because some days i just look asian.
the past week ive been wondering if i could be jewish, and of course if i was then the holocaust would affect me greatly. more than it does now.
the only downside is not being able to compare your backround with others, and the fact that its a great tease in school. hahaha funny stuff! Not.
also one song has taught me that it dosent matter where youve come from or where youve been, its what you plan to do in the future that matters. (ok so maybe i didnt get that from a song, but its where i got the thought)
all i can think to say right now is that im thankful to be where i am now. i would never have meet the amazing Beaulieus. and i wouldnt have had my cuzin Bailey, who is the cutest baby ive ever played with.
well i hope everyone had an amazing thanksgiving.
Dippindots still has thinking to do (which is how to swipe some freshly baked cookies without mom knowing)
Friday, November 25, 2011
Saturday, November 12, 2011
what really matters
today i watched soul surfer. it was by far one of the best movies ive seen this year. and it taught me some stuff.
it taught me that there is more to life than what we already know. up here in america, we are living the good life while other countries are beong destroyed by war, violence and mother nature.
to me, life isnt about making money, owning expensive cars or anything else for that matter. to me all you need in life is friends, family, God and a happy atmosphere. i can live without a car, without a tv, videogames, computer, phone ect. what i couldnt live with out is friends, family and God.
another thing, we need to stop being snobby americans. we are not the only peopl in ths world. there are many unfortunate countrys living in disaster zones everyday. there the one that need help more than us.
sometimes i wish i was a really wealthy person, i would spend my money on helping other countries get back on their feet. i would give kids a new park to play in or a new school to learn in. i really dont like how many americans turn down the offer to help out children in need. what if it was their child that was caught in a tsunami, or some other disaster. these kids should be treated like our own.
nothing saddens me more than people ignoring children in need.
this was all inspiered by the movie: soul surfer.
until next time
Dippindots
it taught me that there is more to life than what we already know. up here in america, we are living the good life while other countries are beong destroyed by war, violence and mother nature.
to me, life isnt about making money, owning expensive cars or anything else for that matter. to me all you need in life is friends, family, God and a happy atmosphere. i can live without a car, without a tv, videogames, computer, phone ect. what i couldnt live with out is friends, family and God.
another thing, we need to stop being snobby americans. we are not the only peopl in ths world. there are many unfortunate countrys living in disaster zones everyday. there the one that need help more than us.
sometimes i wish i was a really wealthy person, i would spend my money on helping other countries get back on their feet. i would give kids a new park to play in or a new school to learn in. i really dont like how many americans turn down the offer to help out children in need. what if it was their child that was caught in a tsunami, or some other disaster. these kids should be treated like our own.
nothing saddens me more than people ignoring children in need.
this was all inspiered by the movie: soul surfer.
until next time
Dippindots
Saturday, October 29, 2011
a snowy halloween
this is the first halloween that has over a foot of snow for trick or treaters to walk through. right now it dosent even feel like halloween, more like christmas. this morning i half expected a christmas tree to be in my living room with presents underneath. but there wasnt.
so to all trick or treaters out there. happy halloween!!!!!!!!!
so to all trick or treaters out there. happy halloween!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
back in time
so today in math i fell asleep listening to my ipod during a test. (no surprise there) and the song reminded me of 8th grade.
8th grade wast the best year of my school life. we went to washington dc where i couldnt seem to do anything right. i was getting yelled at by teachers for not being with my "proper" group, got chased by a security gaurd in a museam and watched a pumpkin get murdered and turned into 6 pies. yea dc was a pretty interesting trip. way to many things to list happened.
at the school we had lots of fun things going on. in science we got to throw eggs out the window in funny contraptions so that they wouldnt break. had too much fun during lockdowns scaring all the girls, causing mischief at dances which billy ended up pulling an alarm for some reason, making kites and attempting to fly them and pe (we would always get detentions for calling it gym).
one of the best teachers in 8th grade was mr.Firmen. he was always energetic and loved to pull pranks on people. he would stand out in front of his door in the hall and would be yelling at people with a megaphone for no reason. he always had at least 3 candy bars at the front desk to tease us with, which my friend brady and i ended up hiding them on him. for some reason he always had a toaster, bread and penut butter on a shelf on the wall, and he would sometimes make a sandwich during class which was pretty funny. he also gave me my nickname which is dugan.
now that i think of it, there is way too many fun things about the 8th grade, im not gunna bother going any further.
so recap: 8th grade-best school year ever.
sencierely dippindots.
8th grade wast the best year of my school life. we went to washington dc where i couldnt seem to do anything right. i was getting yelled at by teachers for not being with my "proper" group, got chased by a security gaurd in a museam and watched a pumpkin get murdered and turned into 6 pies. yea dc was a pretty interesting trip. way to many things to list happened.
at the school we had lots of fun things going on. in science we got to throw eggs out the window in funny contraptions so that they wouldnt break. had too much fun during lockdowns scaring all the girls, causing mischief at dances which billy ended up pulling an alarm for some reason, making kites and attempting to fly them and pe (we would always get detentions for calling it gym).
one of the best teachers in 8th grade was mr.Firmen. he was always energetic and loved to pull pranks on people. he would stand out in front of his door in the hall and would be yelling at people with a megaphone for no reason. he always had at least 3 candy bars at the front desk to tease us with, which my friend brady and i ended up hiding them on him. for some reason he always had a toaster, bread and penut butter on a shelf on the wall, and he would sometimes make a sandwich during class which was pretty funny. he also gave me my nickname which is dugan.
now that i think of it, there is way too many fun things about the 8th grade, im not gunna bother going any further.
so recap: 8th grade-best school year ever.
sencierely dippindots.
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Hmmmmm..........
Right now i havent had any ideas on what to write. ive just been too busy trying to get a new job, get my car fixed, getting ready for winter ect. Blah ive been to busy to do much.
So a little of what has gone on since i did my last blog which was who knows when.
the other day in science we were doing demonstration of some laws or sumthing and one of the examples was sitting in a trash bag and vacumming the air out. i was the only voulenteer at first till everyone saw me laughing. it was suppose to put preassure on your lungs but not mine.
In automotive i got yelled at because my car had a different hood. funny right? well it kinda was. the teacher got upset with the fact that the info on the hood was diff from what i was saying, wut a laugh lol.
well i have to do something yet again
bye for now
So a little of what has gone on since i did my last blog which was who knows when.
the other day in science we were doing demonstration of some laws or sumthing and one of the examples was sitting in a trash bag and vacumming the air out. i was the only voulenteer at first till everyone saw me laughing. it was suppose to put preassure on your lungs but not mine.
In automotive i got yelled at because my car had a different hood. funny right? well it kinda was. the teacher got upset with the fact that the info on the hood was diff from what i was saying, wut a laugh lol.
well i have to do something yet again
bye for now
Thursday, October 13, 2011
crazy stressful week
so this week ive got alot going on.
i got necaps everyday this week and next for at least an hour a day, been lookng for a new job for 2 weeks now, my car is in need of repairs again and my schedual for school is all screwed up for the tests.
so with all thi going on ive been getting really stressed. every little annoyance seems to set me off. and i kinda feel bad for my parents cuz i havent been myself much this week. i have gotten over my head in things i have to do this week.
on to the job. ive been frantically looking for a job every spare minuet i have. and its really putting damper on my mood. i really hate sitting in front of a computer for hours at a time looking at job listings and seeing that most of them are in places like nashua and manchester.
but i applied for one in jafery. Rite Aid. haha it dosent sound like much but its the best result so far.
but i am slowly losing my mind now. i look at my watch like a hundred times a day wondering how long class is taking. maybe ill take a nap in math tomorrow. who knows.
oh and i really wish i was a wizard cuz i found my old harry potter wand and it would really healp out with my week.
well i think its time to keep surfing the web now.
sincerely dippindots
i got necaps everyday this week and next for at least an hour a day, been lookng for a new job for 2 weeks now, my car is in need of repairs again and my schedual for school is all screwed up for the tests.
so with all thi going on ive been getting really stressed. every little annoyance seems to set me off. and i kinda feel bad for my parents cuz i havent been myself much this week. i have gotten over my head in things i have to do this week.
on to the job. ive been frantically looking for a job every spare minuet i have. and its really putting damper on my mood. i really hate sitting in front of a computer for hours at a time looking at job listings and seeing that most of them are in places like nashua and manchester.
but i applied for one in jafery. Rite Aid. haha it dosent sound like much but its the best result so far.
but i am slowly losing my mind now. i look at my watch like a hundred times a day wondering how long class is taking. maybe ill take a nap in math tomorrow. who knows.
oh and i really wish i was a wizard cuz i found my old harry potter wand and it would really healp out with my week.
well i think its time to keep surfing the web now.
sincerely dippindots
Friday, October 7, 2011
There should be snow
Let it snow, Let it snow, Let it snow.
yep winter is on my mind and it aint going away soon.
for the past week its been cold out a little windy and there is that christmasy feeling around.
i know its early, and close to halloween, but ive started to drink hot coacco, gotten a little festive and been starting the woodstove alot. and yes ive already watched elf.
now all i need is snow to: ride my 440, snowball fights at school, snow forts and lots of other things.
well i havent thought much bout halloween or thanksgiving but winter beats everything.
************something that has nothing to do with this post.
i have started wearing a watch. yea thats something ive never done before. but its my grandfathers watch. so it means alot and im not taking it off anytime soon.
so stay in school, be good and play nice in the sandbox :P
yep winter is on my mind and it aint going away soon.
for the past week its been cold out a little windy and there is that christmasy feeling around.
i know its early, and close to halloween, but ive started to drink hot coacco, gotten a little festive and been starting the woodstove alot. and yes ive already watched elf.
now all i need is snow to: ride my 440, snowball fights at school, snow forts and lots of other things.
well i havent thought much bout halloween or thanksgiving but winter beats everything.
************something that has nothing to do with this post.
i have started wearing a watch. yea thats something ive never done before. but its my grandfathers watch. so it means alot and im not taking it off anytime soon.
so stay in school, be good and play nice in the sandbox :P
Saturday, September 24, 2011
The good are disappearing.
have you noticed that there are less nice people areound. you know the people who dont do drugs, swear, hurt other people ect? well it seems that there isnt anyone out there who dosent do any of these things.
kids today dont seem to be very nice. and if there are any nice kids, well they are overshadowed by the cooler kids. mainly because they dont do the above.
well thats how i am. im nice to everyone, i dont swear at people, i dont do stupid things to look cool, i dont do drugs, and i certianly dont hurt anyone. thes things arnt in my nature.
guys nowadays dont really care if your nice. your only cool if you do all the bad stuff. and if you dont..well your overshadowed. not many people are gunna want to hang out with you cuz you dont want to smoke or drink. girls arnt going to like you if your not a "bad boy". bottom line, nice people are at the bottom of the list.
the reason im nice is because i dont like to see others in pain. i dont want to be the guy known for beating or cheating on his girlfriends just because they are "annoying" or wont do anything. im not going to be that kid that got arrested for getting drunk and killing someone with my car. i dont want to be cool if it means hurting people and causing major trouble. insted i like to be the guy who helps out people, stands up for others when they are being teased or bullied.basically the guy who likes to be nice and help others.
id rather be hated than to do anything that the "bad boys" do. and im pretty sure thats already been defined.
im going to be nice to everyone. if i ever get a girlfriend, im not going to abuse her, hurt her or defile her in any way. insted im going to show her how much i care about her. insted of going to a bar to drink and hang out with another girl or causing trouble with other guys, i would be taking my girl to the beach, movies, snowmobiling trips, hikes, visiting other places like boston or pennsylvannia and attempt to make nice meals for her. i wouldnt be able to live with myself if i hurt her at all.
bottom line, im probably the nicest guy youll ever meet. too bad im not cool enough to be able to hang out with you. oh well your loss.
if you dont like me being nice, then go find some kid who has a six pack or some cigarettes for you. because you will never get them from me.
well i guess i have nothing else to say.
so i best be going
good bye for now.
kids today dont seem to be very nice. and if there are any nice kids, well they are overshadowed by the cooler kids. mainly because they dont do the above.
well thats how i am. im nice to everyone, i dont swear at people, i dont do stupid things to look cool, i dont do drugs, and i certianly dont hurt anyone. thes things arnt in my nature.
guys nowadays dont really care if your nice. your only cool if you do all the bad stuff. and if you dont..well your overshadowed. not many people are gunna want to hang out with you cuz you dont want to smoke or drink. girls arnt going to like you if your not a "bad boy". bottom line, nice people are at the bottom of the list.
the reason im nice is because i dont like to see others in pain. i dont want to be the guy known for beating or cheating on his girlfriends just because they are "annoying" or wont do anything. im not going to be that kid that got arrested for getting drunk and killing someone with my car. i dont want to be cool if it means hurting people and causing major trouble. insted i like to be the guy who helps out people, stands up for others when they are being teased or bullied.basically the guy who likes to be nice and help others.
id rather be hated than to do anything that the "bad boys" do. and im pretty sure thats already been defined.
im going to be nice to everyone. if i ever get a girlfriend, im not going to abuse her, hurt her or defile her in any way. insted im going to show her how much i care about her. insted of going to a bar to drink and hang out with another girl or causing trouble with other guys, i would be taking my girl to the beach, movies, snowmobiling trips, hikes, visiting other places like boston or pennsylvannia and attempt to make nice meals for her. i wouldnt be able to live with myself if i hurt her at all.
bottom line, im probably the nicest guy youll ever meet. too bad im not cool enough to be able to hang out with you. oh well your loss.
if you dont like me being nice, then go find some kid who has a six pack or some cigarettes for you. because you will never get them from me.
well i guess i have nothing else to say.
so i best be going
good bye for now.
Friday, September 23, 2011
Well Im Back.....
So today i ended up having nothing to do. i left school a little early, did my chores and home work and ended up having nothing to do. so lo and behold i clicked on my blogger button on my desktop
I havent done a blog since Annelise's birthday. i havent really had time to do any blogs. school and work and chores have been holdin me back. now that i think of it alot has happened since my last blog.
first off school started and has gotten alot more strict than the previouse years. so far ive been threaghtened to get kicked out of my locker. autoshop is my favorite class of all. i have oficially found breaking school rules boring and the school food is pretty gross. well running around on scooters and doing burnouts with your car is fun lol. but other than that school isnt much fun anymore.
today is also the day summer ends :( on the bright side though i had a great summer. all because of Anneliese Beaulieu and Lizz Beaulieu. with out them my summer would have been boring. i had so much fun with you guys.
now fall is upon us, next to winter fall is probably my second favorite season. i guess its because its the beginning of the holiday seasons. i cant wait to go to the fairs, corn mazes, pumpkin carving and maybe trick or treating this year??
im a junior now which means all the teachers are starting to petronize us about colleges. so far ive got a couple colleges picked out, but im still unsure of exactly what ill do when im older. everyone kepps saying that im gunna end up being a buisness man. well only time will tell.
well i highly doubt that ill be making a post everyday. but ill try to do one every week at the least. well then..............
I havent done a blog since Annelise's birthday. i havent really had time to do any blogs. school and work and chores have been holdin me back. now that i think of it alot has happened since my last blog.
first off school started and has gotten alot more strict than the previouse years. so far ive been threaghtened to get kicked out of my locker. autoshop is my favorite class of all. i have oficially found breaking school rules boring and the school food is pretty gross. well running around on scooters and doing burnouts with your car is fun lol. but other than that school isnt much fun anymore.
today is also the day summer ends :( on the bright side though i had a great summer. all because of Anneliese Beaulieu and Lizz Beaulieu. with out them my summer would have been boring. i had so much fun with you guys.
now fall is upon us, next to winter fall is probably my second favorite season. i guess its because its the beginning of the holiday seasons. i cant wait to go to the fairs, corn mazes, pumpkin carving and maybe trick or treating this year??
im a junior now which means all the teachers are starting to petronize us about colleges. so far ive got a couple colleges picked out, but im still unsure of exactly what ill do when im older. everyone kepps saying that im gunna end up being a buisness man. well only time will tell.
well i highly doubt that ill be making a post everyday. but ill try to do one every week at the least. well then..............
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
10 Years
its been ten years since ive been adopted. its quite surprising actually. it only feels like ive been here a couple months. now taht i look back i cant beleive that i was blonde, skinny as a twig (i some how still am) and was an adventurous lil explorer alwas getting into trouble. ah thoses were the days.
i remember the first time i came here. the only thing we ate for dinner for 3 weeks was corn and tomatoes (all because of jake). next came being the new kid in school and trying to make new friends, again. haha i remember the 1st test i took in class. the teacher would always give a gold star to anyone who got a 100 on there test. i had a 95 on my fist test. i got a silver sticker insted of a gold, and i started to cry mainly because i didnt get the gold sticker. wow i was such a child lol.
then came my first winter here. now winter is my favorite season. i went sledding every day and night. then my dad took me on a snowmobile. it was my first time ever being on one, and before then i didnt even know they existed. then he let me drive on by myself and of course i crashed into a tree. oh well :).
next thing i know im in 8th grade going to wasshington dc. that was the best trip ever! dispite being chased by security one day. andi am happy nick manage to get us out of that mess real quick lol. (we basically hid in the basement for an hour)
and now this year has almost past. and i have to say without the Beaulieus, my summer would have been really boring.
so thats a recap on some of the things that hass happened in the 10 years ive lived here.
*************************************************************************************Again, Happy Birthday Anneliese
i hope you enjoyed your 15th year of live and hope you have an even better 16th year :)
i remember the first time i came here. the only thing we ate for dinner for 3 weeks was corn and tomatoes (all because of jake). next came being the new kid in school and trying to make new friends, again. haha i remember the 1st test i took in class. the teacher would always give a gold star to anyone who got a 100 on there test. i had a 95 on my fist test. i got a silver sticker insted of a gold, and i started to cry mainly because i didnt get the gold sticker. wow i was such a child lol.
then came my first winter here. now winter is my favorite season. i went sledding every day and night. then my dad took me on a snowmobile. it was my first time ever being on one, and before then i didnt even know they existed. then he let me drive on by myself and of course i crashed into a tree. oh well :).
next thing i know im in 8th grade going to wasshington dc. that was the best trip ever! dispite being chased by security one day. andi am happy nick manage to get us out of that mess real quick lol. (we basically hid in the basement for an hour)
and now this year has almost past. and i have to say without the Beaulieus, my summer would have been really boring.
so thats a recap on some of the things that hass happened in the 10 years ive lived here.
*************************************************************************************Again, Happy Birthday Anneliese
i hope you enjoyed your 15th year of live and hope you have an even better 16th year :)
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
the end of summer
well its that time of year again. thats right summers over and school begins. kinda makes me wish i was an adult now.
and what a perfect way to end summer with your car breaking down. now i have to take the bus. joy.
but my summer was fun. thanks to Lizz, Lisa and my cuzins i was able to have a fun time this year.
this is definetly going to be a summer im never going to forget. mainly because of my grandfather. he was a good man.
i enjoyed my summer even when i was having a tought time doing something (like finding Lisa's play.) i enjoyed hanging out with the Beaulieus this summer. i still think the whole justin bieber thing is funny (even if the cut out scared the life out of me)
so thank you guys for an amazing summer!
i hope this will be a fun school year. maybe not. i dont know.
and i am also looking forwards to going back to my orphanage soon. its been a while since ive been there.
good luck in school and have fun!
sincerely the guy Lisa named after a type of ice cream,
Dippindots
aka Duncan
and what a perfect way to end summer with your car breaking down. now i have to take the bus. joy.
but my summer was fun. thanks to Lizz, Lisa and my cuzins i was able to have a fun time this year.
this is definetly going to be a summer im never going to forget. mainly because of my grandfather. he was a good man.
i enjoyed my summer even when i was having a tought time doing something (like finding Lisa's play.) i enjoyed hanging out with the Beaulieus this summer. i still think the whole justin bieber thing is funny (even if the cut out scared the life out of me)
so thank you guys for an amazing summer!
i hope this will be a fun school year. maybe not. i dont know.
and i am also looking forwards to going back to my orphanage soon. its been a while since ive been there.
good luck in school and have fun!
sincerely the guy Lisa named after a type of ice cream,
Dippindots
aka Duncan
Monday, August 29, 2011
where is the love?
today i was listening to a song from the black eyed peas called where is the love, and it got me thinking
where is the love?
nowadays you see more things about violence, destruction and death than anything else. there are video games, tv shows movies and many more things that children read or watch and it ends up influincing them alot.
theres also the fact that no one is at peace. there is never a time when no one is fighting someone else. and when a war is in place, guess who gets punished the most. the people who are innocent and never wanted the war.
now how does that make you feel knowing that innocent kids are dying and getting killed just because our leaders are being stupid and hate each other.
why cant we get along? why cant we lay down our arms and become friends?
we are one in the same. that is to say we are all human. we all come from the same place. the only thing that makes us different is what we do in our lives. the only difference between me and a russian soldier is that i am not shooting innocent people. the difference between me and a rich japanese man, is probably that he is a father, other than that we are the same.
so ask yourself, where is the love? why cant we be friends? why cant we throw our weapons away?
why cant we love?
********for some positive part of this blog
this is the song that gave me the idea.
where is the love? by the black eyed peas
where is the love?
nowadays you see more things about violence, destruction and death than anything else. there are video games, tv shows movies and many more things that children read or watch and it ends up influincing them alot.
theres also the fact that no one is at peace. there is never a time when no one is fighting someone else. and when a war is in place, guess who gets punished the most. the people who are innocent and never wanted the war.
now how does that make you feel knowing that innocent kids are dying and getting killed just because our leaders are being stupid and hate each other.
why cant we get along? why cant we lay down our arms and become friends?
we are one in the same. that is to say we are all human. we all come from the same place. the only thing that makes us different is what we do in our lives. the only difference between me and a russian soldier is that i am not shooting innocent people. the difference between me and a rich japanese man, is probably that he is a father, other than that we are the same.
so ask yourself, where is the love? why cant we be friends? why cant we throw our weapons away?
why cant we love?
********for some positive part of this blog
this is the song that gave me the idea.
where is the love? by the black eyed peas
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Dreams vs Reality
last night i had a dream. i was in the hospital before my grandfather passed. but this time he didnt die. insted he ended up getting better and survived. i thought this was real and had dreamed up his funeral. wish it was this way.
but anyway to get to the point.
dreams are things we want in life. what we want to do, wut to buy, how we want our lives to be. you could dream about anything and youd be happy. you could be owning half of a country, your favorite sports car ect. but these are just dreams.
reality is what actually happenes in your life. it may not go as planned at first but if you are persistant and motivated, you can end up living your dream.
everything is alot harder to do in reality, but its also fun to dream.
im not saying i dont wanna be a ninja (that would be awsome!!!) but nowadays we have to be practical.
so keep dreamimg and live life to the best you can.
and lets hope hurricane irene is a softie and dosent hurt anyone.
sincerily Dippindots
but anyway to get to the point.
dreams are things we want in life. what we want to do, wut to buy, how we want our lives to be. you could dream about anything and youd be happy. you could be owning half of a country, your favorite sports car ect. but these are just dreams.
reality is what actually happenes in your life. it may not go as planned at first but if you are persistant and motivated, you can end up living your dream.
everything is alot harder to do in reality, but its also fun to dream.
im not saying i dont wanna be a ninja (that would be awsome!!!) but nowadays we have to be practical.
so keep dreamimg and live life to the best you can.
and lets hope hurricane irene is a softie and dosent hurt anyone.
sincerily Dippindots
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Visiting Years Past
So this weekend my family and I are going to Mt Washington to watch my uncle race up the moutain on a bike. And on our way home we are going to go to Storyland.
Its been a long time since ive been there. In truth, I cant wait to go there and go on all the rides. Last time I was there was with the orphanage I lived at.
Speaking of which im hoping to go there on memorial day. Its been so long since ive seen the nuns and the old building. Everytime I go there, i stop and take in memories that have been left there. And when I claim to go to the "bathroom" Im really walking down the halls to try to relive my ghost of christmas past. Ok maybe not Christmas past lol but the gost of past years if this makes any sense.
But the best part about the visits is making the kids that are currently living there, happy. I love seeing the joy on the faces of the younger kids as they steal the soccerball from me and make a goal. And also teasing some of the nuns about future things like my liscense. Which now im gunna show Sister Maxamilian and see if shes willing to go for a ride. Id love to see how she prepares herself for the ride.(Last time she wore hokey gear when driving with another kid)
This is gunna be a fun and interesting month.
Sincerely
A use to be orphane
****Annelise- about those Beatles items. my mom will only let me give them as a present. So ill give them to you on the day we go to the beach and kimballs. consider it as an early birthday gift.:P
and if your interested ill bring you to my orphanage on memorial day. theres gunna be a bbq and a 5k race i think.( but you dont have to race if you dont want to) :)
Sincerely your friend Dippindots.
oh and i just realized Dippindots is those sphere shaped icecream things lol
****
Its been a long time since ive been there. In truth, I cant wait to go there and go on all the rides. Last time I was there was with the orphanage I lived at.
Speaking of which im hoping to go there on memorial day. Its been so long since ive seen the nuns and the old building. Everytime I go there, i stop and take in memories that have been left there. And when I claim to go to the "bathroom" Im really walking down the halls to try to relive my ghost of christmas past. Ok maybe not Christmas past lol but the gost of past years if this makes any sense.
But the best part about the visits is making the kids that are currently living there, happy. I love seeing the joy on the faces of the younger kids as they steal the soccerball from me and make a goal. And also teasing some of the nuns about future things like my liscense. Which now im gunna show Sister Maxamilian and see if shes willing to go for a ride. Id love to see how she prepares herself for the ride.(Last time she wore hokey gear when driving with another kid)
This is gunna be a fun and interesting month.
Sincerely
A use to be orphane
****Annelise- about those Beatles items. my mom will only let me give them as a present. So ill give them to you on the day we go to the beach and kimballs. consider it as an early birthday gift.:P
and if your interested ill bring you to my orphanage on memorial day. theres gunna be a bbq and a 5k race i think.( but you dont have to race if you dont want to) :)
Sincerely your friend Dippindots.
oh and i just realized Dippindots is those sphere shaped icecream things lol
****
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
what to do when your bored in the car
a lot of peopl can easily get bored in the car on long road trips. but alas, i have some ideas to make it more interesting!
1) play the wave game. when your at a stop or stuck in traffic start waving to random people. best thing is if they wave back or have a confused look on their faces. and start a game to see who gets the most waves back.
2) if your driving a fun thing to do is pump the pedal to the beat of what ever song is playing. do the same with the brakes just for fun.
3) if your all alone on a long streach of road, honk the horn like crazy and if someone comes around the bend, wave inoccently.
4) sing along. sing to your favorite barney songs. ok maybe not barny but anything playing. and stuck your hands out the windows and wave to anyone you see.
5) multiple phone calls in the car. haha its fun to listen to other phone calls while your on one yourself. make jokes about the others in the car and see what reactions you get :)
6) just for kicks use your wipers on a sunny day and while driving in parking lots, change parking spots every few minutes.
i have done done all of these and many more but im drawing a blank on the others. and as i read number 6 it really isnt making sense to me.
sincerely
one who has tried all the above.
***for more fun
i learned the hard way not to try to turn around on a hill with a 3 wheeler. i ended up rolling it a couple times sideways and may have injured my leg. haha im happy you didnt get to see that Anneliese. :P
and also im thinking monday the 29th or tuseday the 30th for the beach and kimballs since school starts for me the 31st. :)
and have fun and be safe on your vacation/trip next week.
Sincerely Dippindots
1) play the wave game. when your at a stop or stuck in traffic start waving to random people. best thing is if they wave back or have a confused look on their faces. and start a game to see who gets the most waves back.
2) if your driving a fun thing to do is pump the pedal to the beat of what ever song is playing. do the same with the brakes just for fun.
3) if your all alone on a long streach of road, honk the horn like crazy and if someone comes around the bend, wave inoccently.
4) sing along. sing to your favorite barney songs. ok maybe not barny but anything playing. and stuck your hands out the windows and wave to anyone you see.
5) multiple phone calls in the car. haha its fun to listen to other phone calls while your on one yourself. make jokes about the others in the car and see what reactions you get :)
6) just for kicks use your wipers on a sunny day and while driving in parking lots, change parking spots every few minutes.
i have done done all of these and many more but im drawing a blank on the others. and as i read number 6 it really isnt making sense to me.
sincerely
one who has tried all the above.
***for more fun
i learned the hard way not to try to turn around on a hill with a 3 wheeler. i ended up rolling it a couple times sideways and may have injured my leg. haha im happy you didnt get to see that Anneliese. :P
and also im thinking monday the 29th or tuseday the 30th for the beach and kimballs since school starts for me the 31st. :)
and have fun and be safe on your vacation/trip next week.
Sincerely Dippindots
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
That Perfect.....Scene
have you ever had that moment where everything seems...perfect?
where it feels like, well you died and went into your dream world.
well just today i was thinking about a snowmobiling trip i went on last year in vermont.
i was taking a sharp turn at a high rate of speed on a mountain when i found myself in a fairytale setting. all of the trees were perfectly covered with snow.the sun was showing crystal clear in just the right spots. there were some deer jumping around to my side and i was the only one there. my first reaction was, am i dead? i thought i had fallen off the mountain and died.
so i turned off my snowmobile and sat there for a few minutes listening to the chirping of birds the sound of deer and other animals running around, and just staring at the most perfect winter scene i had ever laid my eyes on.
to my surprise however, my grandfather came around the corner and scared all of the wildlife away. and of course my perfect scene came to an end.
**** for something that dosent have to do with this,
thanks again Anneliese for inviting me to go with you to boston. but unfortunatelly i was in laconia with no way to get home.
and i was wondering if you wanna hang out sometime next week. ill bring you to kimballs too. its on me :)
where it feels like, well you died and went into your dream world.
well just today i was thinking about a snowmobiling trip i went on last year in vermont.
i was taking a sharp turn at a high rate of speed on a mountain when i found myself in a fairytale setting. all of the trees were perfectly covered with snow.the sun was showing crystal clear in just the right spots. there were some deer jumping around to my side and i was the only one there. my first reaction was, am i dead? i thought i had fallen off the mountain and died.
so i turned off my snowmobile and sat there for a few minutes listening to the chirping of birds the sound of deer and other animals running around, and just staring at the most perfect winter scene i had ever laid my eyes on.
to my surprise however, my grandfather came around the corner and scared all of the wildlife away. and of course my perfect scene came to an end.
**** for something that dosent have to do with this,
thanks again Anneliese for inviting me to go with you to boston. but unfortunatelly i was in laconia with no way to get home.
and i was wondering if you wanna hang out sometime next week. ill bring you to kimballs too. its on me :)
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
...
so i have been moody persone the last two days. why? because i asked someone out and was told no, again. so now i feel like a compleat idiot. one of my friends told me that she decided that she may go on a date with me then not 10 minutes later i got the official answer. i fell pretty stupid right now. at work we always listen to the radio and guess what type of songs were on today. thats right, anything that had to do with not being able to get a girl and how bad it was. this really dropped my mood. i was ready to throw the radio off the roof.
why is it girls only want to go out with only one guy. why dont they give others a chance? h\i may not know everything but i know enough to handle what ever is thrown at me. this is one of the things that still throw me off.
*****and of course i ended up feeling better after i listened to my favorite song. Live Your Life by T.I. and Rhianna. thank you guys for making this song.
why is it girls only want to go out with only one guy. why dont they give others a chance? h\i may not know everything but i know enough to handle what ever is thrown at me. this is one of the things that still throw me off.
*****and of course i ended up feeling better after i listened to my favorite song. Live Your Life by T.I. and Rhianna. thank you guys for making this song.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
My Most Prized Possesion
so today i had to clean my room because someone is comming to inspect the house. so i got to picking up whatever clothes and trash and other miscellanious things were in my room. then i noticed a shelf to my book case was dusty with some of my favorite cars on them. and one of those cars is my prized possesion.
why you ask. well its because ive had it as long as i can remember. it has to be at least 15 years old. ok its 21 years old. i just cheacked the bottom of it. but anyway, it was given to me by my foster brother dan when i was about three. how i managed to keep it all these years throughout the many moves and houses ive been to is still unknown. all i know is that its one toy car i hold above all other things. and now its dusted and proudly sitting on TOP of the book case between a 2006 camaro and a 2010 corvette stingray. now i just have to keep it shining.
why you ask. well its because ive had it as long as i can remember. it has to be at least 15 years old. ok its 21 years old. i just cheacked the bottom of it. but anyway, it was given to me by my foster brother dan when i was about three. how i managed to keep it all these years throughout the many moves and houses ive been to is still unknown. all i know is that its one toy car i hold above all other things. and now its dusted and proudly sitting on TOP of the book case between a 2006 camaro and a 2010 corvette stingray. now i just have to keep it shining.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
No One Likes Bullies
So today on facebook i was looking at some comments on a picture i was tagged in and saw lots of jokes and stuff about it. But then i was reminded of one kid who seems to hate my guts for no reason.
In 8th grade i couldnt go one class without him saying mean things about me being adopted. I would come home and lock myself in my room and ponder over everything he said. Then came the day when i thought enough was enough and that i was going to say something about it. As it turned out i didnt say much but "shut up" and throw a book at him and walk out of class to the office. Not very mature now was it?
Now everychance he gets he trys to cyber bully me. And my replies are usually like this.
You know what _________, i am adoped. so if you dont like it just leave me alone because nothing you say will do anything to me. Im not stooping to your imature levels any more. im not going to say stupid things back to you or make rude remarks. Im too mature for that. When you feel like growing up maybe ill talk to you then. Until them stop picking on people.
so far its been a month since anything has come up with this kid. hopefully he did grow up and relized that bullying is wrong.
Furthermore i would like to say that i think bullying is immature and oviously very mean. So people stop being bullies!
And for a little more fun:
If you havent riden a bike in a month do not attempt a long bike ride on an up hill road. it will kill your legs. litterally!
and my arc fighter blew up. oh well :P
Scencierly Dippindots
In 8th grade i couldnt go one class without him saying mean things about me being adopted. I would come home and lock myself in my room and ponder over everything he said. Then came the day when i thought enough was enough and that i was going to say something about it. As it turned out i didnt say much but "shut up" and throw a book at him and walk out of class to the office. Not very mature now was it?
Now everychance he gets he trys to cyber bully me. And my replies are usually like this.
You know what _________, i am adoped. so if you dont like it just leave me alone because nothing you say will do anything to me. Im not stooping to your imature levels any more. im not going to say stupid things back to you or make rude remarks. Im too mature for that. When you feel like growing up maybe ill talk to you then. Until them stop picking on people.
so far its been a month since anything has come up with this kid. hopefully he did grow up and relized that bullying is wrong.
Furthermore i would like to say that i think bullying is immature and oviously very mean. So people stop being bullies!
And for a little more fun:
If you havent riden a bike in a month do not attempt a long bike ride on an up hill road. it will kill your legs. litterally!
and my arc fighter blew up. oh well :P
Scencierly Dippindots
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
The Time Of year Everyone Dreads......School
So i just found out that school starts in a few weeks. My first reaction, NOOOOOO. Im not waking up early just to sit in a chair all day.
But i do have ideas on how to make school interesting.
1)drive in circles in the school parking lot.
2) do number one except backwards.
3) pass notes around saying random things so that when the teacher gets it, well make it funny.
4) make giant paper airplanes and throw them around the halls till you get yelled at. then do it again till the teacher rips it up.
5)Food Fight! (need i say more?)
6)Fall out of you chair randomly and frequently.
7) make a lightsaber out of markers or grab a ruler and have a sword fight.
8) play basketball with the trash bin and some paper or a plastic bottle.
9) in the gym, befor the teacher give attendence, jump onto the basketball hoop and sit on top scoring baskets with your feet.
and my favorite...
10) jumping off 3 story staging onto cushions. (warning dont get caught doing this. it will result in confusion of the teacher lol)
follow these 10 items and school may not be as boring.
But i do have ideas on how to make school interesting.
1)drive in circles in the school parking lot.
2) do number one except backwards.
3) pass notes around saying random things so that when the teacher gets it, well make it funny.
4) make giant paper airplanes and throw them around the halls till you get yelled at. then do it again till the teacher rips it up.
5)Food Fight! (need i say more?)
6)Fall out of you chair randomly and frequently.
7) make a lightsaber out of markers or grab a ruler and have a sword fight.
8) play basketball with the trash bin and some paper or a plastic bottle.
9) in the gym, befor the teacher give attendence, jump onto the basketball hoop and sit on top scoring baskets with your feet.
and my favorite...
10) jumping off 3 story staging onto cushions. (warning dont get caught doing this. it will result in confusion of the teacher lol)
follow these 10 items and school may not be as boring.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
That Bad Feeling of...Well Frustration
So tonight i was hoping to go see Anneliese's play. But i got to her house too late. So i tried to ask both her and Lizz if they had any idea as to where it was. I ended up getting really mad at the gps and at the fact that i had no idea where i was going. So i ended up sending a text to lizz saying how i had lost patience and that i had no gas and that no one could give me a straight answer to my question.
Now this is where i start to feel really bad. I fell like i was blaming Lizz for what was going on. When it was really my fault for not being there on time. I was happy at the fact that they at least tried to help out. But i guess God had different intentions. Oh well. We live and we learn. Next time im going to be on time and to try to keep my head on if i get lost.
****Im sorry if it sounded like i snapped to you lizz. I will make it up to you. I will bring you to kimballs on anyday off i have this week befor you leave. I Promise.
******* Thanks The Wizard for attemptiong to help me. :P at least it wasnt a total bust. i found out where most of the roads in the center of brookline lead. And if you want to go to kimballs to ill take you.
**************I am going to pay for kimballs!. so Lizz, leave your wallet at home and dont do what you did at wendys. I didnt even have my wallet out. :P
Now this is where i start to feel really bad. I fell like i was blaming Lizz for what was going on. When it was really my fault for not being there on time. I was happy at the fact that they at least tried to help out. But i guess God had different intentions. Oh well. We live and we learn. Next time im going to be on time and to try to keep my head on if i get lost.
****Im sorry if it sounded like i snapped to you lizz. I will make it up to you. I will bring you to kimballs on anyday off i have this week befor you leave. I Promise.
******* Thanks The Wizard for attemptiong to help me. :P at least it wasnt a total bust. i found out where most of the roads in the center of brookline lead. And if you want to go to kimballs to ill take you.
**************I am going to pay for kimballs!. so Lizz, leave your wallet at home and dont do what you did at wendys. I didnt even have my wallet out. :P
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
A Past Favorite
The other day i got bored so i went through the movies we had in the house and found some old Veggie Tales dvds and vhs tapes. What fun i had with Veggie Tales! I use to watch the shows and movies all day long as a kid. They had so many fun and positive things in it unlike the tv shows today. (ex mad, adventure time, ect) My favorite movie was Johnas and the whale. At least thats what i believe its called. mainly because of the pirate who dont do anything. My favorite character is obviously Larry the cucumber. At night i would put a cd of veggie tale songs in my radio and listen to it till midnight. my favorite song is the dance of the cucumber.
Its a shame that there are more shows with negative contents in them then there are good. I wish that they still played Veggie Tales on what ever channel it was on. In fact i think it had its own channel. Its been a while so i dont know. :P
Anyway my favorite Veggie Tales song:
Its a shame that there are more shows with negative contents in them then there are good. I wish that they still played Veggie Tales on what ever channel it was on. In fact i think it had its own channel. Its been a while so i dont know. :P
Anyway my favorite Veggie Tales song:
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Drugs and Alcohol
Nowadays a lot of people are doing drugs and alcohol. Today more and more teens are doing it.
Causes for them to get involved in drugs and alcohol are:
Peer pressure
Being depressed
Because their favorite actors are doing it
Doing it to be cool
And a few more im drawing a blank on.
Its sad to know that there are lots of teens that take drugs because they are bullied and think it helps them. Its is mostly teen girls that take pills when they are depressed.
Peer pressure is another unwanted way of doing things. Some teens go to parties that end up having drinks and are soon called chicken or a wimp because they know its wrong to do drugs or drink. But of course, peer pressure ends up getting to most people and of coures they end up doing drugs and Alcohol from this.
Trying to be cool is another factor. Some kids think that to be cool you have to smoke in school, drink beer in the parkinglot ect.
You dont have to do drugs and alcohol to be cool. Stand up to the people that do and tell them that your not interested in dying from lung cancer or because you got too drunk to make the right descision. I tell people this all the time.
I dont do drugs, I dont drink and will not, escpecially as a teenager.
So ask yourself. What would you do when someone tells you to smoke or drink something? Will you let peer pressure make your chioce? Or will you walk away making the right choice?
Causes for them to get involved in drugs and alcohol are:
Peer pressure
Being depressed
Because their favorite actors are doing it
Doing it to be cool
And a few more im drawing a blank on.
Its sad to know that there are lots of teens that take drugs because they are bullied and think it helps them. Its is mostly teen girls that take pills when they are depressed.
Peer pressure is another unwanted way of doing things. Some teens go to parties that end up having drinks and are soon called chicken or a wimp because they know its wrong to do drugs or drink. But of course, peer pressure ends up getting to most people and of coures they end up doing drugs and Alcohol from this.
Trying to be cool is another factor. Some kids think that to be cool you have to smoke in school, drink beer in the parkinglot ect.
You dont have to do drugs and alcohol to be cool. Stand up to the people that do and tell them that your not interested in dying from lung cancer or because you got too drunk to make the right descision. I tell people this all the time.
I dont do drugs, I dont drink and will not, escpecially as a teenager.
So ask yourself. What would you do when someone tells you to smoke or drink something? Will you let peer pressure make your chioce? Or will you walk away making the right choice?
Friday, July 15, 2011
Single Child
For basically the past week i have been living as an only child. And i have to admit im enjoying it. Sure i have to do everyones chores, but i dont have to deal with little brothers arguing all the time.
I also get to spend more time alone with my parents. Just the other day my mom got a nook. we both spent an hour sitting on the couch trying to figure out how everything worked.
Bottom line, i could get use to this.
**** Home alone Is also fun too. But thats another story.
I also get to spend more time alone with my parents. Just the other day my mom got a nook. we both spent an hour sitting on the couch trying to figure out how everything worked.
Bottom line, i could get use to this.
**** Home alone Is also fun too. But thats another story.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Perfect?
I have always wondered, What is perfect?
It dosent seem to be the same for everyone. Perfect seem to be a spot that is almost right but at the same time looks better in the place it is in now than it is somewhere else.
Then there is the people that think they are perfect. Well no one is perfect. I know im not. Then againg who is? Are they the actors in those cover girl commercials? The guys that are in the shaving commercials?
Well if everyone was perfect then life would be boring. No one to try out new things, try new stunts, we would probably still be stuck in the middle ages without imperfect people.
I find i like imperfect better than perfect. I like it better when someone makes a mistake and learns from it. When lessons are learned the hard way most of the time. ( I know ive learned loads of things the hard way).
In all, it makes us who we are. It gives us the ability to be individuals. To be one of a kind.
To me this is perfect. Everyone being who they are is perfect.
Wouldn't you agree?
It dosent seem to be the same for everyone. Perfect seem to be a spot that is almost right but at the same time looks better in the place it is in now than it is somewhere else.
Then there is the people that think they are perfect. Well no one is perfect. I know im not. Then againg who is? Are they the actors in those cover girl commercials? The guys that are in the shaving commercials?
Well if everyone was perfect then life would be boring. No one to try out new things, try new stunts, we would probably still be stuck in the middle ages without imperfect people.
I find i like imperfect better than perfect. I like it better when someone makes a mistake and learns from it. When lessons are learned the hard way most of the time. ( I know ive learned loads of things the hard way).
In all, it makes us who we are. It gives us the ability to be individuals. To be one of a kind.
To me this is perfect. Everyone being who they are is perfect.
Wouldn't you agree?
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Fast Food. How Much Will You Eat?
Many people love to eat fast food. They think its ok to eat out almost every week. Well its not. Fast food has lots of, well bad stuff in it.
If you eat fast food every week, well you might have a problem.
Eating too much fast food can bring about many bad things. It raises cholesteral levels, adds fat to your body(obviously) and a few other things i cant think of right now.
There is a movie about fast food. It is called Super Size Me. Its about a man who eats Mcdonalds every meal everyday for 30 days. Pretty disgusting souding right? Well it is.
After watching the movie a few times in school, it has made me like Mcdonalds and fast food places less and less.
If you eat fast food every week, well you might have a problem.
Eating too much fast food can bring about many bad things. It raises cholesteral levels, adds fat to your body(obviously) and a few other things i cant think of right now.
There is a movie about fast food. It is called Super Size Me. Its about a man who eats Mcdonalds every meal everyday for 30 days. Pretty disgusting souding right? Well it is.
After watching the movie a few times in school, it has made me like Mcdonalds and fast food places less and less.
Friday, July 8, 2011
The River of Life
Life is like a river. Its a windy unpredictable journey with many different paths you can take. It all comes down to what paths you take.
Life is always full of surprises. Whether they are good or bad, it shapes us to be who we are.
Just like rivers, life has currents. Some lead you to good things in life and others to bad things. Just because a current in life is strong dosent mean you cant get out of it. And sometimes we all just want to go with the current and see what happens. Or in other words, we just go with the flow. Thats how i am most of the time.
The river of life also teaches us lessons for us to learn over the years. It shows us right from wrong, good form bad. It shows us how to be mature when others are not (bullies for example). The river brings others into our life. They help us choose paths and get out of the bad currents.
When our lives come to an end, its just the river ending. Into the ocean. That is where we go. Heaven is the ocean to where all our rivers meet.
Life is always full of surprises. Whether they are good or bad, it shapes us to be who we are.
Just like rivers, life has currents. Some lead you to good things in life and others to bad things. Just because a current in life is strong dosent mean you cant get out of it. And sometimes we all just want to go with the current and see what happens. Or in other words, we just go with the flow. Thats how i am most of the time.
The river of life also teaches us lessons for us to learn over the years. It shows us right from wrong, good form bad. It shows us how to be mature when others are not (bullies for example). The river brings others into our life. They help us choose paths and get out of the bad currents.
When our lives come to an end, its just the river ending. Into the ocean. That is where we go. Heaven is the ocean to where all our rivers meet.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Colors
Colors play a big part in our lives. They help us see the differences of one thing to another. They also play a role in our memories, emotions and experiences in life.
Many people have 1 or more favorite colors. Personally i love blue. I always have.
I find colors that have a certian glow, bring me back to my childhood. Like when i wear sun glasses with orange lenses.
Other colors change for me during the year. For example, Red during the summer is associated with pain and blood(injuries cuts ect), but during the holidays like Christmas and valentines day, they bring happyness and joy for Christmas and during valentines day, obviously love and caring.
Then you have colors for the seasons, Winter is white, Fall is brown, Summer is orange/red and Spring is green. And winter is my favorite season. I always am mistified by snow in different places.
For a little while i went into a phase where i liked black. I dont know why but i ended up wanting dark clothes and other things. But im a blue boy now and happy about it. It is the color of water which is an important part of life.
Blue is everywhere. It is inside and out of you. The sky is blue,the sea, trees, flowers, fish ect. In my eyes blue is life.
Many people have 1 or more favorite colors. Personally i love blue. I always have.
I find colors that have a certian glow, bring me back to my childhood. Like when i wear sun glasses with orange lenses.
Other colors change for me during the year. For example, Red during the summer is associated with pain and blood(injuries cuts ect), but during the holidays like Christmas and valentines day, they bring happyness and joy for Christmas and during valentines day, obviously love and caring.
Then you have colors for the seasons, Winter is white, Fall is brown, Summer is orange/red and Spring is green. And winter is my favorite season. I always am mistified by snow in different places.
For a little while i went into a phase where i liked black. I dont know why but i ended up wanting dark clothes and other things. But im a blue boy now and happy about it. It is the color of water which is an important part of life.
Blue is everywhere. It is inside and out of you. The sky is blue,the sea, trees, flowers, fish ect. In my eyes blue is life.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Six Years Lost
It has been almost 10 years since ive been adopted. 10 years of a different and better life. Now, what about the other six? Well ill tell you.....
My memories go back till i was about 3.
When i was younger, i was an adventure seeking, enerjetic little boy.
I loved to play soldier and pretending to be the blue ranger from the power rangers. I even had the blue ranger suit and gun. I wore it almost everywhere, even to school. My foster brother and i had a battle one day in the cafeiteria, resulting in tater tots all over the place.
My favorite shows were: the rugrats, thomas and friends, power rangers and spongebob.
I also was living in a foster home till i was 4. It was a rough time there. I was locked in wood stoves, my brother used me as a punching bag, everytime i was blamed for something, the belt came out, weather i did it or not.
But on the positive side, i was the coolest kid in my class. My foster brother and i would keep fighting over a girl and saying who she liked best.(i still think she liked me more then him :P )
My foster mother loved me and treated me better than the other 2 kids. I went everywhere with her. We would go shopping at the grocery store and she would always get me a sugar cookie from the bakery section. We always shared a birthday party. i remember opening a present one year thinking it was mine, and it was a frying pan for her. I was so confused. Every time i had a nightmare she was always there ready to read me a book or sing me to sleep.
Then came the day when she died. i thought it was a joke when everyone told me. i didnt sleep for a few days and was always waithing at the door for her to come home from the store or something. You can only imagine how i felt. A 4 year old boy losing his mother(in my case my foster mother). After that i was on the move from house to house.
In total i had lived in 7 houses before landing in an orphanage. The first one i lived in, i couldnt seem to get out of trouble. No matter what i did it was looked at as something wrong. Boy was i happy to get out of that house. It was also the last house that i got to watch my thomas movies. They were keeped in their movie case "just because". The next houses were better but i vagaly remember them. The one i remember most was in a urban area. At this house the foster mother bought us new toys and a bike. I also went to the same school that my birthparents had sent me to. It was probably the funner of the other houses.
Then it was on to the orpanage. Here i learned about God an christianity. To this day i still pray at night like they taught me. My brother on the other hand thinks its a big joke. I always got to the church section first, mainly because it was my favorite part of the week. I was always jelouse of the older kids because they had money to get icecream from the icecream truck when ever it came. I always had kids my age to play with. We always ran 2 miles after school and ran 5k races everymonth. When summer came we had lots of activites to do. We did things from going to fairs and amusement parks to having irish peopl come visit us and sing and dance. We always celebrated birthdays with a massive cake and pizza.
I left the orphanage when i was 6. I never celebrated my 5th birthday. I was convinced i was still five when i went to first grade.
I love to visit my orphanage everychance i get. Next time im going to go when Lizz gets back. And if you want to Lisa you can come too. I think you would love sister maxamilian.
This is a little recap of the six years i havent had much thought for until now.
****I was inspired to write this by Annelise. After i read her blog about Winnie the Pooh. i decided to go back to the six "lost" years of my life. So thanks Annelise for telling me to look back at my child hood. :P
My memories go back till i was about 3.
When i was younger, i was an adventure seeking, enerjetic little boy.
I loved to play soldier and pretending to be the blue ranger from the power rangers. I even had the blue ranger suit and gun. I wore it almost everywhere, even to school. My foster brother and i had a battle one day in the cafeiteria, resulting in tater tots all over the place.
My favorite shows were: the rugrats, thomas and friends, power rangers and spongebob.
I also was living in a foster home till i was 4. It was a rough time there. I was locked in wood stoves, my brother used me as a punching bag, everytime i was blamed for something, the belt came out, weather i did it or not.
But on the positive side, i was the coolest kid in my class. My foster brother and i would keep fighting over a girl and saying who she liked best.(i still think she liked me more then him :P )
My foster mother loved me and treated me better than the other 2 kids. I went everywhere with her. We would go shopping at the grocery store and she would always get me a sugar cookie from the bakery section. We always shared a birthday party. i remember opening a present one year thinking it was mine, and it was a frying pan for her. I was so confused. Every time i had a nightmare she was always there ready to read me a book or sing me to sleep.
Then came the day when she died. i thought it was a joke when everyone told me. i didnt sleep for a few days and was always waithing at the door for her to come home from the store or something. You can only imagine how i felt. A 4 year old boy losing his mother(in my case my foster mother). After that i was on the move from house to house.
In total i had lived in 7 houses before landing in an orphanage. The first one i lived in, i couldnt seem to get out of trouble. No matter what i did it was looked at as something wrong. Boy was i happy to get out of that house. It was also the last house that i got to watch my thomas movies. They were keeped in their movie case "just because". The next houses were better but i vagaly remember them. The one i remember most was in a urban area. At this house the foster mother bought us new toys and a bike. I also went to the same school that my birthparents had sent me to. It was probably the funner of the other houses.
Then it was on to the orpanage. Here i learned about God an christianity. To this day i still pray at night like they taught me. My brother on the other hand thinks its a big joke. I always got to the church section first, mainly because it was my favorite part of the week. I was always jelouse of the older kids because they had money to get icecream from the icecream truck when ever it came. I always had kids my age to play with. We always ran 2 miles after school and ran 5k races everymonth. When summer came we had lots of activites to do. We did things from going to fairs and amusement parks to having irish peopl come visit us and sing and dance. We always celebrated birthdays with a massive cake and pizza.
I left the orphanage when i was 6. I never celebrated my 5th birthday. I was convinced i was still five when i went to first grade.
I love to visit my orphanage everychance i get. Next time im going to go when Lizz gets back. And if you want to Lisa you can come too. I think you would love sister maxamilian.
This is a little recap of the six years i havent had much thought for until now.
****I was inspired to write this by Annelise. After i read her blog about Winnie the Pooh. i decided to go back to the six "lost" years of my life. So thanks Annelise for telling me to look back at my child hood. :P
Thursday, June 30, 2011
spoiled?
today my brothers my mom and i went to get new bikes for nantuckett.but before we did this, my mom brought two of my other bikes to a bike shop to get fixed up. (i had 4 bikes in total). my brothers both got use bikes while i got a new one. then it got me thinking.
am i spoiled?
for this question it depends on who you are. if you are like many of the kids in school, im not. i find it kinda stupid for kids to get whatever they want all the time. nowadays everyone talks about how their parents got them a new ipod or phone or computer or something just because they didnt like it or they broke it.
im not like everyone else. i work to get what i own. i mean yea, sometimes my parents get me things. like for my new bike they paid half of it for me. (only because i gave up my other bikes without knowing i was getting another one). but i work had for what i have and take care of everything.my parents wont buy me a new ipod just because i got mad and threw it at the wall. insted i use my own money to get what i want. and it may not get the best items (like my car) but i still take good care of them.
and another thing. when i use someone else's stuff, i take care of them and fix them when something bad happens. (unless its like an ipod, phone ect) i find it rude for people to abuse things that are not theirs and return the item in really bad shape.
it just goes to show that this generation seems to be spoiled alot. im not saying everyone is. just that a majority of todays kids are.
**** if you ever get dropped off at a place by my mom and she says she's gunna be back in 20 min tops, walk around the place for about 40 min. haha she dosent always return in the amount of time she says.
i have a strange feeling that tigger is about to jump into my room. oh well
am i spoiled?
for this question it depends on who you are. if you are like many of the kids in school, im not. i find it kinda stupid for kids to get whatever they want all the time. nowadays everyone talks about how their parents got them a new ipod or phone or computer or something just because they didnt like it or they broke it.
im not like everyone else. i work to get what i own. i mean yea, sometimes my parents get me things. like for my new bike they paid half of it for me. (only because i gave up my other bikes without knowing i was getting another one). but i work had for what i have and take care of everything.my parents wont buy me a new ipod just because i got mad and threw it at the wall. insted i use my own money to get what i want. and it may not get the best items (like my car) but i still take good care of them.
and another thing. when i use someone else's stuff, i take care of them and fix them when something bad happens. (unless its like an ipod, phone ect) i find it rude for people to abuse things that are not theirs and return the item in really bad shape.
it just goes to show that this generation seems to be spoiled alot. im not saying everyone is. just that a majority of todays kids are.
**** if you ever get dropped off at a place by my mom and she says she's gunna be back in 20 min tops, walk around the place for about 40 min. haha she dosent always return in the amount of time she says.
i have a strange feeling that tigger is about to jump into my room. oh well
Monday, June 27, 2011
what hurts most
today i thought alot of what hurts me. then i came to the one thing that hurt me the most. my mother. i looked back today at my past at what has hurt me in my life and her not caring about me and leaving me without a family for a while. this is the one thing that strikes me down hard. i remeber some one in 8th grade that thought it was funny that she did this. i was ready to break his arms off. since then i just try to shrug it off.
but looking back at this i know more about who i am going to be. i am not going to abandon my kids for any reason, i wont give up on people that need help because i choose to lead a bad life.
if anything, i am going to be the opposite of my parents. im not going to make the same mistakes as they did. today may be my last day looking in the shadows. hopefully it is. and no matter how much my brothers ask about them, i wont think about them.
its time i leave the wrong and become strong.
*Anneliesa- have fun in china and be safe, dont be scared of the terricotta soldiers there not real (just joking). :P
but looking back at this i know more about who i am going to be. i am not going to abandon my kids for any reason, i wont give up on people that need help because i choose to lead a bad life.
if anything, i am going to be the opposite of my parents. im not going to make the same mistakes as they did. today may be my last day looking in the shadows. hopefully it is. and no matter how much my brothers ask about them, i wont think about them.
its time i leave the wrong and become strong.
*Anneliesa- have fun in china and be safe, dont be scared of the terricotta soldiers there not real (just joking). :P
Friday, June 24, 2011
Where did i come from....Who i want to be
well today i was talking to my little brothers on skype. it made me think of what most people have that i dont, their birthfamily.
then this got me thinking.
what is my heritage?
where is my homeland?
many people say that they thing i am asian. frankly i would love to be asian. its my favorite type of culture.
i have wanted to get some chinese broad swords and hooked swords and practice with them in the woods,so that i could be prepered for whatever life throws at me.
i have also wanted to grow up to be an old man. a very wise old man. like Iroh and Roku in avatar.
and also to be there to help out others in need, not matter whats going on.
then this got me thinking.
what is my heritage?
where is my homeland?
many people say that they thing i am asian. frankly i would love to be asian. its my favorite type of culture.
i have wanted to get some chinese broad swords and hooked swords and practice with them in the woods,so that i could be prepered for whatever life throws at me.
i have also wanted to grow up to be an old man. a very wise old man. like Iroh and Roku in avatar.
and also to be there to help out others in need, not matter whats going on.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
A place of my own
Today i found myself in a daydream of a world where i can escape from reality. it is based in the world of Avatar, where people live happily bending whatever element they can.
As for me im the Avatar-Aang style. (with a few Zuko items mixed in)
I wish i could live the life that the characters of Avatar did. To be free to do what you want, go where ever you want. And adventures all the time!
Thats how i wish i could live.
Free
in control of the 4 elements (im mean com'on who wouldnt wanna shoot fire out of thier hands, throw boulders around, fly when ever you want to and be able to make a tidle wave when you do a cannon ball)
and then you can also travel the world on a flying bison, aided by a flying lemur(i wish they existed)
well alot of things happen in my world.
the only question is, do you have a place to escape reality?a place you can go when you are feeling down? a place to go where only you can visit? where you know you are in control, safe and where you matter the most?
if you answered no to any of these, create a world of your own that you can escape to. a place of your own.
** as for Anneliesa its probably in the 100 acre woods :P (nothing wrong with that)where she lives in a nice big tree next to all her friends. :)
haha im just playing around Anneliese, i wont judge you if that is your place of your own. say hi to rabbit for me! lol :D
As for me im the Avatar-Aang style. (with a few Zuko items mixed in)
I wish i could live the life that the characters of Avatar did. To be free to do what you want, go where ever you want. And adventures all the time!
Thats how i wish i could live.
Free
in control of the 4 elements (im mean com'on who wouldnt wanna shoot fire out of thier hands, throw boulders around, fly when ever you want to and be able to make a tidle wave when you do a cannon ball)
and then you can also travel the world on a flying bison, aided by a flying lemur(i wish they existed)
well alot of things happen in my world.
the only question is, do you have a place to escape reality?a place you can go when you are feeling down? a place to go where only you can visit? where you know you are in control, safe and where you matter the most?
if you answered no to any of these, create a world of your own that you can escape to. a place of your own.
** as for Anneliesa its probably in the 100 acre woods :P (nothing wrong with that)where she lives in a nice big tree next to all her friends. :)
haha im just playing around Anneliese, i wont judge you if that is your place of your own. say hi to rabbit for me! lol :D
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
songs
songs are a big influence in my life. they bring about many things in my life.
depending on what song it is depends on how it is involved in my life.
many songs i listen to hold memories of when i listened to those songs. every month i seem to find a new song i can associate with a part of my life.
just ask and i will be able to think of a song that makes me think of you.
one song that keeps me up all the time even when im down is Live Your Life. it makes me think about who i really am and why i am here. it is the reason i published those other 2 posts about who i really am.
i also associate other songs by important events in my life, the one i care about the most in my life, and and sometimes even being a ninja (funny right?)
some songs even associate whith what i would do in my life (for example Grenade by Bruno Mars)
ive even tried to come up with my own songs but i have no musical talent so i never finish them. (i know what your saying. Duncan trying to write a song?!! thats impossible) haha i agree that it seems impossible. i can only seem to get a few verses then i get stuck and eventually give up after an hour.
**** link to Live Your Life
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koVHN6eO4Xg
depending on what song it is depends on how it is involved in my life.
many songs i listen to hold memories of when i listened to those songs. every month i seem to find a new song i can associate with a part of my life.
just ask and i will be able to think of a song that makes me think of you.
one song that keeps me up all the time even when im down is Live Your Life. it makes me think about who i really am and why i am here. it is the reason i published those other 2 posts about who i really am.
i also associate other songs by important events in my life, the one i care about the most in my life, and and sometimes even being a ninja (funny right?)
some songs even associate whith what i would do in my life (for example Grenade by Bruno Mars)
ive even tried to come up with my own songs but i have no musical talent so i never finish them. (i know what your saying. Duncan trying to write a song?!! thats impossible) haha i agree that it seems impossible. i can only seem to get a few verses then i get stuck and eventually give up after an hour.
**** link to Live Your Life
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koVHN6eO4Xg
Monday, June 20, 2011
who am i really? part two
here is another part of who i am.
i am a strong willed person. depending on who you are depends on what i do. for example if your a bullie ill stand up to you, if you a friend ill defend you. im one to keep the ones i care about and my friends safe weather or not im safe. thats what im here for. to defend and help those in need and stand up to the one hurting others.
im not one to get physically violent. i have never been a fighter. i fight with words not fists. i hate to see people to get picked on because they cant do something or have a disability.
i am also one that loves to travel to new places. one place i would love to go to is China. since ive been a little kid i have alwasy wanted to go there and live in the time of ancient China. my favorite weapon is made from the chinese which are Broad Swords.
i love to go to the beach. especialy at night. i find it to be amazing when you see whales surfacing in the distance in the moonlight. and also fireworks off in the distance and reflecting off the water.
i also love little kids. i love how they always seem sweet and innocent with everything they do. everywhere i go i always seem to make the younger ones smile or laugh on field trips or walking through stores or what not. so all in all i dont like to admit it but get soft around little kids.
im running out of things to say here. :P
***Anneliesa, thanks for yor comments on my blogs. it made me happier dispite what has been going on recently. Thank You :)
i am a strong willed person. depending on who you are depends on what i do. for example if your a bullie ill stand up to you, if you a friend ill defend you. im one to keep the ones i care about and my friends safe weather or not im safe. thats what im here for. to defend and help those in need and stand up to the one hurting others.
im not one to get physically violent. i have never been a fighter. i fight with words not fists. i hate to see people to get picked on because they cant do something or have a disability.
i am also one that loves to travel to new places. one place i would love to go to is China. since ive been a little kid i have alwasy wanted to go there and live in the time of ancient China. my favorite weapon is made from the chinese which are Broad Swords.
i love to go to the beach. especialy at night. i find it to be amazing when you see whales surfacing in the distance in the moonlight. and also fireworks off in the distance and reflecting off the water.
i also love little kids. i love how they always seem sweet and innocent with everything they do. everywhere i go i always seem to make the younger ones smile or laugh on field trips or walking through stores or what not. so all in all i dont like to admit it but get soft around little kids.
im running out of things to say here. :P
***Anneliesa, thanks for yor comments on my blogs. it made me happier dispite what has been going on recently. Thank You :)
Friday, June 17, 2011
who am i really?
some times i wonder, who am i? what is my purpose in life? sometimes i even wonder if anyone knows me at all. well here is who i am.
i am a 16 year old who has had a lot of pain in his life. from my life without a family to someone i like liking someone else. i was an orphane when i was younger. i didnt know if i would have a family during that time. i was more afraid of being alone than anything else at that time. but now im in a family, and im very happy to be here. mainly because of friends and meeting someone who i care about alot.
im not one of those kids who does drugs, drinks or anything sexual. frankly i frown apon these for teens to be doing. and the tv shows that promote these things. i dont cheat on anyone. never have never will, id rather die than hurt my girl.
i also seem to be pretty good at giving advice to anyone that needs it. except me of course.
im one of those people that keeps my word. ill never hurt anyone, let anyone down or let anyone get hurt as long as im around. if you need help im here for you. always.
there are many other things id like to put up here but im afraid this is getting too long. there will probably be a follow up of this soon.
this is who i am
i am a 16 year old who has had a lot of pain in his life. from my life without a family to someone i like liking someone else. i was an orphane when i was younger. i didnt know if i would have a family during that time. i was more afraid of being alone than anything else at that time. but now im in a family, and im very happy to be here. mainly because of friends and meeting someone who i care about alot.
im not one of those kids who does drugs, drinks or anything sexual. frankly i frown apon these for teens to be doing. and the tv shows that promote these things. i dont cheat on anyone. never have never will, id rather die than hurt my girl.
i also seem to be pretty good at giving advice to anyone that needs it. except me of course.
im one of those people that keeps my word. ill never hurt anyone, let anyone down or let anyone get hurt as long as im around. if you need help im here for you. always.
there are many other things id like to put up here but im afraid this is getting too long. there will probably be a follow up of this soon.
this is who i am
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Fear of Death
Death is just an illusion. many people fear death. i am not one of these people. to me death is just Gods way of telling you that you did your job and that its time to go home. my job is to be helpful, kind and loving, and thats exactly what i do. frankly i dont know why anyone, except kids, fear death. i know why kids fear death. to them its loss of protection, loved ones and even who they are. frankly i could die today or tomorrow, weather its getting hit by a car or taking a bullet for someone i care about. either way i will accept my time when it comes. and i will be happy when i go.
this isnt the longest blog ive done
but its all i could think of
about the subject of death
***to Anneliesa: thank you for your kind words over the past week. they helped.
this isnt the longest blog ive done
but its all i could think of
about the subject of death
***to Anneliesa: thank you for your kind words over the past week. they helped.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
summer
right now i sit in my room thinking about summer. Usually its all about work, how much money i make, what i do with that money ect. but this summer i feel like its gunna be different. i have lots of things to do with friends this year. like going to the movies sleep overs ect. its a little different now that i have a car. no more asking mom if she can drop me off here or pick me up there. im my own driver now. so far ive only done a couple worthwhile thing during my summer. for example; racing down a massive windy hill on bikes near my aunts house, going to see Lisa's play (which she was amazing at), and playing a 6+ hour game of monopoly with my cuzins( and other things i cant think of right now).
this year my family is going to nantuckett to visit jake. its gunna be the first time in a few years that ive been in an island. i am also hoping to go visit lizz while im there like we planned. and i hope i get the backseat all to myself the whole trip.
im also hoping to find time to rebuild a fort i made that got ruined over the winter, and by my cuzins.
speacking of which my cuzin and i are hoping to get another job at a tractor barn place (still havent gotten the name down) or at market basket.
but all in all im gunna try to make this a summer ill never forget
this is also one summer in not going to forget.
this year my family is going to nantuckett to visit jake. its gunna be the first time in a few years that ive been in an island. i am also hoping to go visit lizz while im there like we planned. and i hope i get the backseat all to myself the whole trip.
im also hoping to find time to rebuild a fort i made that got ruined over the winter, and by my cuzins.
speacking of which my cuzin and i are hoping to get another job at a tractor barn place (still havent gotten the name down) or at market basket.
but all in all im gunna try to make this a summer ill never forget
this is also one summer in not going to forget.
Monday, June 13, 2011
We will miss you
well today i went to see my grandfather in the hospital after his stroke. it shocked me to see how much he change in the past 2 days. he went from a sturdy looking man to a fragil one. i hate the fact that he is going to die. right now the doctors have no idea how much longer he has left. he could have 2 min or 2 weeks. all we know is that he is fighting against death right now. if you say something funny you can see him smile in his sleep. he still likes his soda and hastes his water. he looks as if he is sleepin. but he can still hear whats going on even though he can only respond with a smile now and then. right now its just the older kids and the adults visiting him. who knows how the younger kids will react to this. we are going to lose alot when he is gone. the questions that now go through my head are-
who will teach the younger kids about making maple syrup?
who will tell us stories of how you got away with certain things in the good old days?
when are we ever going to hear that fimiliar laugh that we all know?
who is going to tell us to keep off his shed roof?
these and many other Questions are floating around my head.
all i know is that he will be misse very much. he was a happy, pepsi drinking man that loved to tell people what he thought was right or wrong and what you can do. (most of the times it didnt have anything to do with what was actually going on). so believe i speak for all of us when i say that pepe will be missed alot.
good bye for now.
Duncan George Fafard
**** and im pretty sure i made him happy when i gave him a hug. it literially took his breath away. (only for a second). i also put my middle name up today in honer of my grandfather.
who will teach the younger kids about making maple syrup?
who will tell us stories of how you got away with certain things in the good old days?
when are we ever going to hear that fimiliar laugh that we all know?
who is going to tell us to keep off his shed roof?
these and many other Questions are floating around my head.
all i know is that he will be misse very much. he was a happy, pepsi drinking man that loved to tell people what he thought was right or wrong and what you can do. (most of the times it didnt have anything to do with what was actually going on). so believe i speak for all of us when i say that pepe will be missed alot.
good bye for now.
Duncan George Fafard
**** and im pretty sure i made him happy when i gave him a hug. it literially took his breath away. (only for a second). i also put my middle name up today in honer of my grandfather.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
My Life
my life as a child was a little, un normal. i was born in florida then moved up here in new hampshire. i lived in a foster home for about 4 years be for my foster mother died. but before that happened my fosterbrother and i would cause loads of mischief. we would be anywhere and everywhere. you could find us on the roof, in pipes under the road, even in the middle of a pricker bush! at school we were the coolest kids mainly because we broke all the rules and got away with it. (dont bring in toy guns to school, its fun till you get caught) we would even fight over a girl in our class. (i still think she liked me best) then came the news that my foster mother had died. i wasnt happy. the next year or so(i dont know how long it was) i was moving from house to house till i landed in an orphanage. i have to say it was fun at the orphanage and i love visiting the nuns. i spent about 6 months there where we did summer school, 5k races and lots of other fun things. then i moved here in the house i am in now. i have to say i love it here. mainly because of friends and family. and mainly because of 2 special people.
but i wasnt always the helpful fun personn i am now.
frankly i have to be honest. i use to be a really bad kid. i would swear, back talk to adults, steal, and all just to fit in and be cool at school.
but i have learned that you dont have to do all those things to be cool. ask any of my friends and they will tell you that im a responsible fun person to hang out with. one of my friends even spent a day trying to get me to swear. haha thta was a funny day. he failed at doing that.
ive learned that you have to be youself to be "cool" at school. you dont have to do drugs, smoking, drinking or any other bad things to fit in. and dont let people bully you around. you are better than them because you dont pick on others or beat them up because they are different. you can healp out others by standing up to bullies and helping out the one who are picked on alot. ive done this once or twice before. and it feels good to help out the ones who are picked on alot.
so stay smart and help out anyone you know is getting pushed around. and just be yourself. people usually like you for who you are.
** and i burnt some pancakes this morning :D i gotta learn to cook better :).
but i wasnt always the helpful fun personn i am now.
frankly i have to be honest. i use to be a really bad kid. i would swear, back talk to adults, steal, and all just to fit in and be cool at school.
but i have learned that you dont have to do all those things to be cool. ask any of my friends and they will tell you that im a responsible fun person to hang out with. one of my friends even spent a day trying to get me to swear. haha thta was a funny day. he failed at doing that.
ive learned that you have to be youself to be "cool" at school. you dont have to do drugs, smoking, drinking or any other bad things to fit in. and dont let people bully you around. you are better than them because you dont pick on others or beat them up because they are different. you can healp out others by standing up to bullies and helping out the one who are picked on alot. ive done this once or twice before. and it feels good to help out the ones who are picked on alot.
so stay smart and help out anyone you know is getting pushed around. and just be yourself. people usually like you for who you are.
** and i burnt some pancakes this morning :D i gotta learn to cook better :).
Saturday, June 11, 2011
word i know in chinese
since i have watched mulan when i was a kid i have been inteested in the chinese ways of life. i have studied some of the word and writings of chinese. some of the words i have learned to read and write in chinese are:
water
earth
fire
air
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
sun
moon
tree
love
mountain
volcano
thats what i have so far as a 2nd language. and im studying some other words. if you wanna give some words for me to study then post them up. but blogger wont let me paste anything so i cant show the symboyls.
water
earth
fire
air
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
sun
moon
tree
love
mountain
volcano
thats what i have so far as a 2nd language. and im studying some other words. if you wanna give some words for me to study then post them up. but blogger wont let me paste anything so i cant show the symboyls.
Friday, June 10, 2011
my revised post of ME
ok this is a revised post of my blog that i did yesterday. Hello my name is Duncan. i am a fun loving, nice, responsible and healpful person. i love to snowmobile, hang out with friends and i love to drive around in my car aimlessly. my favorite
movie-too many good ones out there,
food- anything that dosent have olives or mushrooms
Tv show- avatar the last airbeder
weapon-broad swords
car- chevy camaro
and i cant think of anything else right now.
I am also adopted and proud of it. if anyone makes fun of orphans there gunna get a talking to. i dont know if these count as sports but i love biking anywhere i can go, playing pickle ball and ill play any sport for fun, not for a team. i love building things. ive worked on 4 fourts in the back yard, 3 faild and one is still up after 8 years. so thats a little peice about me and im pretty sure there are some typos in here.
movie-too many good ones out there,
food- anything that dosent have olives or mushrooms
Tv show- avatar the last airbeder
weapon-broad swords
car- chevy camaro
and i cant think of anything else right now.
I am also adopted and proud of it. if anyone makes fun of orphans there gunna get a talking to. i dont know if these count as sports but i love biking anywhere i can go, playing pickle ball and ill play any sport for fun, not for a team. i love building things. ive worked on 4 fourts in the back yard, 3 faild and one is still up after 8 years. so thats a little peice about me and im pretty sure there are some typos in here.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
me
hello my name is Duncan Fafard. I am making a new blog because my other one was for school. anyway some things about me are:
i love snowmobiling
i am an aved biker
i am creative and love to build things
ice creame is my favorite sweet food
i love action movies
my car is two different colors
DONT ASK ME TO DO ANY PRODJECT THAT IS DUE IN A FEW DAYS OR WEEKS BECAUSE I WILL PROCRASTINATE!
my favorite color is blue but i dont mind dark colors
i have no idea if im doing this right
there is a soda can within two inches of me right now
and lots of other things i can think of right now. oh yea i also love broad swords and asian cultur. well i have to go now blog ya later
i love snowmobiling
i am an aved biker
i am creative and love to build things
ice creame is my favorite sweet food
i love action movies
my car is two different colors
DONT ASK ME TO DO ANY PRODJECT THAT IS DUE IN A FEW DAYS OR WEEKS BECAUSE I WILL PROCRASTINATE!
my favorite color is blue but i dont mind dark colors
i have no idea if im doing this right
there is a soda can within two inches of me right now
and lots of other things i can think of right now. oh yea i also love broad swords and asian cultur. well i have to go now blog ya later
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