Hello

well its been a pretty good week. lots of sun and semi warm days.
finally got a new radio and speakers for my car.
been doing some biking again. its nice to get out and just ride around with no destination to go to.
learned that taking left hand turns at intersections in the city are suicidal.
not all Wendys workers are happy.
someone stalked me in a store, and my aunt and i couldnt stop laughing in the car about it.
FINALLY getting my strength back. i can now lift a tire up.
and my brother is drinking 20 year old coke.

hmm i kinda wonder if anyone still reads these. usually i go on blogger to read someone elses posts. she always has posts that are meaningful and entertaining. she also has something called a tumbler which i read every day to. all in all its just something that completes my day, reading something she wrote. this amazing blogger is Annebeaulieu95. 

what its like to be alone

i feel like im an outsider.

half the school hates me for no reason. the other half dosent know i exist.

i get pushed around physically just because people can do that to me.

people love to steal my keys and take my car for a joyride when im not paying attention.

i don't have any friends.

im just not cool enough to be invited to anyone's house for anything.

i get used for the dumbest reasons.

the only reason why people want me to go to the moves is because im the only one with a licenses.

my adoption is one thing everyone loves to twist around.

all in all i really dont like my life right now.

just another city boy

I'm not exactly at home here. not out in the middle of nowhere. at least not anymore.

i'm a city boy in a small town. nothing to do. nowhere to go.

i don't have many friends anymore. there is no one to help anymore.

middle school seemed like the only time i felt at home here. every day there was always someone i could help out. weather it was in school or out of school. i was really happy to be that kid that everyone looked to for help. no matter what was going on i was that one person that could make people feel better, or fix something or just brighten their day.

well now no one needs help anymore. at least not from me. kinda makes me feel useless. like i'm now living with an empty shell.

i just wish i could go back to living in the city. that way i can be in an environment where i'm at least able to help some people.

that and the fact i feel so lonely out here.

and that's what i am. just another city boy alone in the country.

farthest from your mind is the thought of falling back, in fact it isn't there at all. and so you dig your hole carefully and deep, and wait.

"Currahee" scrapbook of the 506 PIR

well i haven't written a blog in a while now. not much has gone on since the last blog.

winter ended, i got sick, went to hospital and now im slowly getting better. i ended up getting dehydrated and lost a good 20 pounds, couldn't walk or speak much. couldn't eat or drink anything for 4 days. yea not much fun at all.

on the plus side while ive been sitting in my bed, or rather dozing on and off, i figured out how to make a layered cake with pudding in the middle.

yea i know that sounds pretty stupid, but what else would a hungry person think of?

this is the first time i miss more than two days of school in a row, so far ive been sick for 8 days and im still recovering. at the hospital they said they were going to pump 3 bags of fluid into me to try and rehydrate me. while the 2nd bag was being pumped into me i ended up falling asleep and woke up to the nurse talking about how surprised she was to be putting 6 liters of fluid in me. hearing that put me back to sleep for another hour.

now im just happy to be able to get out of my bed and be able to walk a bit, i still cant walk straight but im working on it, haha i feel like a little kid just learning how to walk.

speaking of being a kid, my mom told me i had to wear my glasses for the computer. there like the harry potter ones, except with a design on them.

well im getting tiered again

bye

i just need some time to think.