just another city boy

I'm not exactly at home here. not out in the middle of nowhere. at least not anymore.

i'm a city boy in a small town. nothing to do. nowhere to go.

i don't have many friends anymore. there is no one to help anymore.

middle school seemed like the only time i felt at home here. every day there was always someone i could help out. weather it was in school or out of school. i was really happy to be that kid that everyone looked to for help. no matter what was going on i was that one person that could make people feel better, or fix something or just brighten their day.

well now no one needs help anymore. at least not from me. kinda makes me feel useless. like i'm now living with an empty shell.

i just wish i could go back to living in the city. that way i can be in an environment where i'm at least able to help some people.

that and the fact i feel so lonely out here.

and that's what i am. just another city boy alone in the country.