to be honest i don't know what to say, well i guess ill just say whats on my mind,


why is it that i have to be alone? what did i do to have people hate me? why did God pick me to lead a life of loneliness and pain?

i cant go one day in school without kids abusing me in some way, i use to have someone to talk to, but now another guy has her attention, and i'm all alone again.

why is it that i cant get anyone to like me? i try to be nice to people, but every time i try to do something nice i get pushed aside, or if i say hi to someone, i usually get a, shut the **** up.

i have been told that the reason people pick on me is because they are jealous. why are they jealous? what do i have that they don't have? they have money, nicer cars or multiple cars, they have friends and jobs. i don't have anything.

i am all alone now. i don't have any friends, no one really cares about me.

to be honest i don't get why people say they care about me, and at the same time they say they hate me just because I'm me.